5wks 2days Measuring 5wks 1day, yolk sac visible Too early to see fetal pole and HB Feeling discouraged even though I know it's too early. The u/s tech said that we would probably see something in a few days, of course.

Time for an u/s?

I AM SO SCARED!!!! The last u/s I had we confirmed that I did have a blighted ovum and that the pregnancy needed to be terminated. It was devastating. What if it happens again? What if we do not see a fetal sac, a fetal pole or a HB. I don't know if I can take it. I was shaking this morning when my OBs office called and said it was time for an u/s. Please, please please let me have a beautiful little heart beat.

EEEkkkkk!!!!

~3/9~ 11 days past ovulation... I am crying and shaking uncontrollably. This is what I want but I am so scared. I wish Spen were home I need someone to tell me it's gonna be okay and give me a giant hug. Quant beta 25!!!! prog 13.4 Update..... Just called Spen at work and busted him away from the checkpoint to tell him!!! My doc is sending over a lab slip for a quant hcg and prog. I'll go get that done this afternoon. Eeeeeekkkkkk!!!! Please please please let me have high numbers!!!!! ~3/10~ Last night I was painting the downstairs when I started getting the HORRIBLE cramps and I started freaking out! I kept running to the bathroom to check for aunt flo. As soon as I drank a liter of water and laid down they went away. I think it was body telling me to slow down. I had nightmares all night about m/c. :( Everything is good today. :D Spen woke me up this morning hugging my belly and I thought I was being raped but he was talking to the baby. :love: ~3/11~ Woke up to bleeding and cramping. I think it is over. Doctor wants to see what my hcg is before coming in. Line doesn't look darker than yesterday. I'm trying not to read too much into it. I get my second beta tomorrow. Still hopeful that this is our rainbow baby. :D ~3/12~14DPO~ Beta 125!!!!! Phew!!! :woot: progesterone 16.9 Can't sleep. Bleeding & cramping not as bad... This makes me :D ... ~3/13~ Small update... NO SPOTTING TODAY!!!!