10.3 wks

Babies heart rate was around 150 this morning!!! Thank you little one for giving me peace and starting my day out with your sweet little HR. I love you so much and cannot wait to hold you in my arms and see if you look like your brother and sister who BTW cannot wait to meet you!

10.2 wks

I took a huge step today and finally posted that we are pregnant on facebook. This pregnancy is starting to feel real and it feel amazing!!! I cannot wait to meet this little one!! Here is the pic I posted to announce.....

10.2wks

I JUST FOUND MY BABY!!!!! It was the most beautiful sound i have ever heard!!! I found it on the doppler within a min. I did record it, I will post that tonight, I'm going to be late for work now. LOL! I listened for a few minutes and then called the kids in and to watch them light up to the sound of their baby brother or sister was priceless. I took a pen and marked the spot so I can find it for Spencer tonight!!!!! Ha!!! update............. It is the most amazing feeling to go the entire day not worrying about my baby!!! Here is the video I took this morning. It is all black cause I just set my phone on my shirt, just click on the pic and it will take you to the video. Spencer met me for lunch today because I told him I had a surprise (to let him listen to the video) he asked if that was our baby, and I had to laugh, but he was so excited. I am so in love!!!! This little one is already so obedient. Thank you for answering my prayers and letting me find you on my doppler.

9.2 week belly

I had to take a belly pic cause Josie told me that my belly was growing. Silly girl!

Jealous!

I could trade places with Zoe for a day. All she does is eat and sleep. It would be so nice.

10.1 wks

I am so emotional today!!!! I am one day further than I made it my last pregnancy. I had my D&E at exactly 10 weeks last October. It was one of the hardest times of my life. I am so happy that I have passed that milestone but still fear for the future. I am so grateful I have made it this far. I really wish I could see or hear baby so that I knew he/she is still growing. I can't tell if the emotion is excitement or fear, probably a combination of both. Come on little one, let mommy find you on the doppler so she can stop worrying about you.

8 wks 5 days

Symptoms-exhausted all.the.time, all day nausea, constipation, HB, heart palpitations, bleeding gums, bloat. I think I have every pregnancy symptom possible but I am not complaining, they reassure me that LO is growing. Oh and I have had a headache every day for the past few days that never seems to go away. Cravings-ketchup???? Really??? Yesterday I just wanted ketchup. Some days salty, some days sweet. Starbursts!!!! I tried my Doppler yesterday even though I know that it is still early. I cannot wait til I can hear the bebe's heartbeat next to mine.

8 wk appt

I had my 8wk prenatal appt today with the doc I met when he did my D&C. I have to stay with an OBGYN until I am no longer considered high risk. After today I can go back to a midwife so my next appt is with my midwife!!!! Yayyyyy!!!! Appt went well. Didn't really do much and didn't get to see baby. He said everything looks great and my uterus is a good size. I will update more later, I am exhausted. I feel good enough about this pregnancy that I bought a pair of maternity capris from motherhood. I still have my maternity clothes but they are all for winter. I've never been pregnant through the summer. Oh ya... I've gained one lb already and it's probably all in my top shelf. I already had to buy a size bigger in hardware for the girls.

7 weeks!!!! Our beautiful baby is measuring 7 weeks exactly and has a HB of 133!!!! No empty sac, we have a BABY! The u/s tech knew our story and pointed to the little heart flickering away and asked if I could see it. The tears started flowing uncontrollably from both Spencer and I. It was such a beautiful moment. It's not the greatest pic cause I used my phone at a bad angle but here "she" is! This gave us enough faith to tell the kids about their little brother or sister. Tyson was just like oookaaaaayyy, and Josie said, "Oh mommy! This is amamzing!!" as she hugged me. Ha ha! They are so different, I love it!

I have my second u/s scheduled for tomorrow. The fear has brought up the memories and emotions of my journey with my angel baby......