Happy 6th Birthday Josie!!! I love my little lady bug and cannot believe she is six! 15 weeks yesterday!!! Baby is the size of an orange. I had a dream last night that the baby was a red headed little boy! I have always wanted a red head. The headaches have picked up and I seem to have one all of the time, just the severity changes. Maybe I need a chiropractic adjustment (oooo ooooo AND a massage). Still waiting to have more energy and for the nausea to go away, and I get dizzy sometimes. I really need to get going on the nursery. I wish I had the energy. I need to pick up more storage tubs and boxes so I can organize all of my office and craft things on shelves the unfinished room. Haven't decided if I want to sell my office furniture or store it. I might feel better if I just get rid of it.

Happy due date angel baby!

Today was my angel baby's EDD. It's been an ok day. I went shopping for Josie's bday, 5/29, and got stuck in every baby section. I am so happy to have this baby but I couldn't help but think how life would be if I had a baby now. Every time I visibly saw the date my stomach turned. 5/22... the day my baby was estimated to arrive. Honestly, I think that 10/24 will be more difficult. That was the day my pregnancy was ended by D&E. It does give me hope that we believe the baby inside of me now is the baby that went back into God's arms before mine and is now growing inside of me again.

Yay!

Scheduled a private gender u/s today!! I can't wait!!! It's on June 5th and I will be 16.1 weeks, but it's not until 6:30 P frickin M! That will be one long day.

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Tomorrow is the EDD for my angel baby and I was hoping I would forget and let it go but that is not going to happen. I does help to have this little one growing so well, but it still feels like I am missing someone. I am planning on doing things all day to prepare for this babe. Hopefully that will keep me distracted and excited for the future.

!4 weeks today!!! Baby is the size of a lemon!!!

13.4 belly

We made it to the second trimester!!!

My little peach and I have made it to the second trimester. This is a huge milestone for us!! Pregnancy Symptoms~ Still nauseous Constipated Fatigue-not as bad as the first few weeks Hungry all the time Headaches started a few days ago Breasts have started to be tingly again RLP! Holy OUCH! I only notice it when I stretch in bed or cough or sneeze. All of my joints are starting to hurt-especially my ankles, tailbone, wrists, and low back Still waiting for my pubic symphasis to start hurting. It has started in the 2nd tri with both of my other babies and it was the worst pain ever. I am not looking foreword to that again. Still down 5lbs from pre-pregnancy weight I can feel the baby wiggle around all the time Belly is def getting bigger I want to start picking things up for the baby so that we are ready early. (I was on bed rest for 3 months with DD) My office/craft room is going to be the nursery so I need to start boxing things up and moving them down to the unfinished room. It will be a ton of work but I am excited to get started. I've also gotta sell the office furniture once I get it all cleaned out and paint the room. I am getting so excited for baby! Being able to feel him/her move makes it feel so real! I think we are going to schedule an early gender u/s for 16 wks. We were going to wait until my bday at 18 wks but we are all getting so antsy. I don't think we are going to do the 3D/4D package. We want to be surprised to see who he/she looks like. Belly pic to come..... __________________