Our baby is a...

Before the u/s we ate at macaroni grill where my mom and Scott me up with us. Just before the u/s. When we told my dad and Karen The outfits the kids picked out for our little girl!

4 days until gender ultrasound!!!!!! I am so excited!!! The kids and my family all think and want a girl. Like so intense that both of my parents call my belly a she. It will be interesting to see what we are having.

Happy 6th Birthday Josie!!! I love my little lady bug and cannot believe she is six! 15 weeks yesterday!!! Baby is the size of an orange. I had a dream last night that the baby was a red headed little boy! I have always wanted a red head. The headaches have picked up and I seem to have one all of the time, just the severity changes. Maybe I need a chiropractic adjustment (oooo ooooo AND a massage). Still waiting to have more energy and for the nausea to go away, and I get dizzy sometimes. I really need to get going on the nursery. I wish I had the energy. I need to pick up more storage tubs and boxes so I can organize all of my office and craft things on shelves the unfinished room. Haven't decided if I want to sell my office furniture or store it. I might feel better if I just get rid of it.

Happy due date angel baby!

Today was my angel baby's EDD. It's been an ok day. I went shopping for Josie's bday, 5/29, and got stuck in every baby section. I am so happy to have this baby but I couldn't help but think how life would be if I had a baby now. Every time I visibly saw the date my stomach turned. 5/22... the day my baby was estimated to arrive. Honestly, I think that 10/24 will be more difficult. That was the day my pregnancy was ended by D&E. It does give me hope that we believe the baby inside of me now is the baby that went back into God's arms before mine and is now growing inside of me again.

Yay!

Scheduled a private gender u/s today!! I can't wait!!! It's on June 5th and I will be 16.1 weeks, but it's not until 6:30 P frickin M! That will be one long day.

:sigh:

Tomorrow is the EDD for my angel baby and I was hoping I would forget and let it go but that is not going to happen. I does help to have this little one growing so well, but it still feels like I am missing someone. I am planning on doing things all day to prepare for this babe. Hopefully that will keep me distracted and excited for the future.

!4 weeks today!!! Baby is the size of a lemon!!!